25.4.09
"A Friend to all, lover to none, that is what I proclaim
hoping for joy, hurt's what I feel, I'm not built for love's game.
Try as I might, true lovers light, remains for me so dark
hopeless romantic fool I am, I still searched for that spark.
Within my life, I've had some love, that lingered in my realm
time after time, give of myself, becoming overwhelmed
like a moth, drawn to the flame, I find I can't refrain
from falling deep in love with those that I just can't obtain.
Why do I punish myself, I've looked both far and wide?
I even looked close to myself, and once again I cried.
With all I have, and want to share, constantly I still fall
I guess I'm not designed for this, or with me love's appalled.
So I give up, looking for "it", for me, I feel no hope
as I plod on through life alone, and find some ways to cope.
A goodbye ode, to love I've had, I've wanted or I've lost
too many tears, my broken heart, was much too high a cost!"
A. P.
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10.4.09
THIS IS MY FAVOURITE ONE!!!
First my fate was to be lied to,
'Cause I liked it, and I lied too.
Then my fate was on it's Round Two.
Out of two rounds, it stopped--
said, "Here I am. Here I am."
Come embrace me, I'm your long lost.
I'm your comeback,
I'm your: "Here I am."
Don't waste me, 'cause I won't last long,
and I won't come back,
I'm your: "Here I am."
I'm your, "Here I am."
Slowly it comes around again.
Second time, still it's not sure.
First time I lied, said,
"I'm not ready yet,"
and it slammed the door.
After suffering all the scabs of falling off,
I can lie no more.
Now one last try--
and it's so close by.
In the star light,
in the street light,
in the headlight,
in the house light,
in the half-light,
in the no light,
even then, it's so bright.
You can't help but hear, "Here I am."
Embrace me, I'm your long lost,
I'm your comeback,
I'm your: "Here I am."
Don't waste me, 'cause I won't last long,
and I won't come back,
I won't come back,
I'm your: "Here I am."
I'm your, "Here I am."
Diane Cluck
For The Troubled life of Sponge Bob Squarepants!!
"I was in the coal mine picking up diamonds
that the miners had left behind, behind, behind
and i admired their cold shine
simple & bright
and i pocketed many in the cavernous night
clear, when held up to the light
you belong to no one
you are easy to be around
cuz you belong to no one
you are easy to be around
cuz you belong to no one
you are easy to be around
and i scattered them on the ground...
in the wake of your eyes it decays
you despise any weight
and because and because
and because you give it up
you are easy to be around
i like to walk beside you
y're so easy to be around
it's like i'm not even walking beside you
we are rolling along the ground
one shadow made of mercury
we were two till we melted down
now y're easy to be around
y're easy to be around..... "
You understand!!
Para ti Máno!! :p
1.4.09
porque sim...
- When you pray what do you pray for?
- I pray for God to crush me, to break me up into little pieces and start all over again.
in Angels in America


